This quote by Nelson Mandela speaks so eloquently to me of
what he must have experienced on his release from 29 years as a prisoner on
Robben Island, as he tried to fit in again to the community he had left behind. I
have heard over and over as part of the news coverage the Mandela was not a ‘church’
person, so I can only wonder about how his perception of that ‘might’ have
altered over those years.
I would wager that most of you reading this blog can also
relate to a time or times in your own lives when on returning to a beloved
place or meeting with friends from years previous, you have found that things
didn't fit so well anymore. Sometimes we need events like these. We need to
become aware of how we have changed, of where we have traveled, of what new
things have become part of who we are.
The church is the one place we can all go that remains for
the most part virtually unchanged from what we remember growing up … and many continue to go precisely
because what they find there is ‘the comfortable
pew’ to quote the phrase coined by Pierre Berton. Little has changed over
the years; the ‘smells and bells’ are
familiar!
But is it also a
place where we experience a ‘disconnect’ between what we are hearing and seeing and where
modern biblical scholarship is leading us?
Interestingly I know from my experience it is actually
easier for me to attend a traditional service where the visual and the auditory
send the same message, even though I find myself bending my mind into a pretzel
trying to cope with what I’m hearing, then it is to attend a service where
there is a disconnect between the
visual and auditory because my mind is then split into two, one part agreeing with
the auditory and the other part at odds with the visual, and doing the ‘pretzel
thing’.
And so this quote from Mandela resonated with me this week .
. . as it speaks to my human condition.
The quote from Mandela echoes the same thought that a person can't go back home because things are not the same as they were. Maybe that's the point. We don't have a place where we can truly be at home because home is wherever we are. We grow spiritually to the point where it doesn't matter we can sift out what doesn't resonate and take what does. Thanks for the post.
ReplyDeleteGood point! Whether sentimentality or resolution, many perspectives involve the slings and arrows of ego. I hope Home is being in the contemplative Presence throughout the day . . .
ReplyDeleteThank you both for adding to the discussion. It is always interesting to see where it goes!
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